Come one, come all, get taken advantage of.

Man.. I woke up in a good mood today because we're going to Borders (please please have the manga I want), and now it's been dented :( Mom seems to be in a pissed off mood for some reason. It's weird, the other day I told her that I still haven't gotten my pay raise and she was like "You should quit, I would". And yesterday I got my paycheck and instead of it being 6.4500 even it was 6.4499. It's not a big difference, not really a difference at all, but I'm supposed to be getting a raise. It pisses me off. So I said if it hasn't happened a week into August or so I'm quitting, then Mom says "Well, I hope I have a job by then." Which made me feel guilty AND pissed off at the same time. Guilty because I shouldn't quit when we need money, and pissed off because I haven't seen her applying to any jobs. She had one interview for UCF a while ago, but I haven't seen her filling out applications or turning any in, of course that doesn't mean she hasn't.. but I don't think she has. She just sits around all day watching TV and playing Neopets... I shouldn't talk though because that's basically what I do when I'm not working :/ but I'm working at least. So I guess it's okay.

The one thing I wonder about is if she says stuff like that on purpose or if it's subconsciously. It could be on purpose, but I can't believe that a parent would want to do that psychological damage to their kids, so maybe she doesn't even realize it, because she's only thinking about herself? But what parent only thinks about herself? -sigh- I think too much.

I'm really into Harvest Moon now. Since the Evil told me of fogu.com and I found some game help sites I've gotten more into it. Now that I know how to woo the ladies -wink wink nudge nudge- Ann's all mine baby!!!!!! I'm working on getting the ultimate tools now. And I'm trying to do the cheat for the horse races but I failed miserably in the Fall so I'll have to wait until the Spring. Not that I need money, I do have almost 100KG. Even in games I save my money :P

(Beware! sudden change of mood) "I'm tired of it all" has become my motto. As long as I have my daydreams, my games and my manga.. I'll be okay. Yeah.. now I've managed to depress myself. But whoo-hoo!! Borders!!! Even if they don't have my manga I can get a strawberry smoothie -drools- Soooo... gooood. But please have the manga! They normally get FB a week early so maybe they got the others? Please? I beg of thee. Must have Bleach.. Naruto, FMP, FB, Saikano!!! All my favorites!! It's favorite manga overload!!!! -jumps around in excitement- I feel better now.

Ohhh ohh!!! Harry Potter was soo good! I don't believe he died though, considering his words to Malfoy about the Order and stuff. I can't wait till GoF comes out.. although it sucks that they dyed Hermione's hair blonde :( Why do directors always have to change so much from the books? The scripts right there... just follow it.